Sunday Home Alone

Money

Everytime when i need to get money from my dad i feel nervous and guilty. I don't know how to explain, it's kinda of mixed feeling. Hate it but i have to do that today again.

ARGGHH !!

edit:

just called, i think i dropped my heart on the floor.

Ironic

I feel nothing ...

I feel empty but I m too lazy to fill my heart.

I always have this void phobia,

I  feel nervous and guilty whenever I'm free or I sleep too much.

I know it's not good, but I secretly loves it because this is basically motivation to me.

I still get this phobia every now and then,

but it doesn't scared me anymore

because I already become a person that don't give a shit about anything.

I used to hate it so much when I talk to someone who always says  : Anything, yea, anything is fine.
I will be like: WTF !!!  ~!@!#!$!$!@%%#^&#&@%$

but now if someone ask me question, I'm the irritating one .. because anything is fine !!

I'm serious and this is very serious,

I'm losing myself and everything else that matters.....  

a day out

Colourful Mid Autumn Festival

The achivement of failure

My tutor advice me to make mistakes.

 Mistakes = A whole new opportunity to discover something new.

 

I love to talk to my tutor because he is always very inspiring.

" If you don't get lost, we will never find a new route"

Exactly.

Hey

Hey I thought you said you are too busy for anything but why are you playing piano and shopped in Ikea??

haha DON'T ASK ME BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW TOO.

full planned week ahead

I'm back to life now.

It's gonna be a busy week ~

ohai

It have been an awful week with dead lines, inspections, meetings and emo.

But yea, all good. Oh well,  at least everything is getting better now.

I'm not ready to give up yet!

watch me !